Category: manifestation

salami by the bay

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aw, he’s so cute when he is trying to look stuff up on his phone. ;-)

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headed to crissy field to catch the sunset.

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progression of sunset as it takes place. i wonder how many fotos of this bridge exist in the universe?

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san francisco is beautiful. i love it there.
i wish i could live there.

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this woman was catching crabs. there were quite a few people doing that.

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hopefully by the next time chris comes to visit i will have processed all of the photos from the first visit!

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he’s a sweetheart.
thanks for coming to visit me, chris!!!!!
it was wonderful to meet you!!!!
love you!!!!!


apocalyptic vision

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hey folks.
i am back with more photos and more comments about my life.
i worked a closing shift. yes. you know this, if you’ve been following along at all.

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this is a pic of myself i took yesterday. hahahahHAHAHAHA!!!!!
seriously. it is.
i WISH i looked like that!!! well, you know… big ol’ fat lips would be nice.

but still… it’s a cool artistic interpretation, isn’t it?

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work was weird today.
it was hard/////>? but also, exhilarating?
i prayed on my way to work.
i have been so totally emo lately, i swear.
everything makes me cry, kind of. and i just find crying to be a good stress reliever. you should try it, maybe.

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i prayed for help in surviving the evening. i make mistakes sometimes, yeah. it’s true. i’m not FRELLING perfect. never said i was.

sometimes it seems like i am a better person when i don’t care. what do you think?

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another mystery pic.

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i get tired of people givin’ me guff.

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my new desktop background.

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this from when we walked over to the concert in the park and saw a coool classic car driving by. it was kind of a zydeco band, or something. but, right when we got there it was intermission time and it was already late and we were both tired, my companion and i. so we left shortly after having arrived.

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life is so crazy. don’t you think?
i am into THINKING. i am a philosopher.
underestimated to the extreme.
it’s sad, sometimes.


vanity smurf

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i added some color to my hair yesterday. once again it’s a little darker than i want, but it will fade well. my bf didn’t notice this time. phewf.

here, now you can really make fun of me. i showed this video to my boyfriend (his name is Sean, if that makes you feel any better) and he laughed and said it reminded him of lily tomlin in her ‘and that’s the truth’ skits. haha.
awesome. apparently i am different in real life than i am on vids and in pics. duh.
but he said i am much better in person.

it’s probably because i get all stiff and tense and self-conscious when the camera is on. i’ve always been shy and awkward and had major stage fright, so it makes sense, really.

anyway, my videos really make him laugh, so that’s fun. now i might make some every day? it will probably get boring pretty quickly tho because i tend to say the same thing in every video. i’ll have to start coming up with creative ways to keep making him laugh, maybe.

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this is as skinny as i can look right now.

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this is before eye-makeup.

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and before hair curling, which ended up being a waste of time because it rained so my hair just turned frizzy and flat after about an hour of that.
don’t ask my what this pose is all about.
stork pose?

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getting ready to add mineral powder foundation for a matte finish. in the process of curling hair with hot rollers. i don’t have enough clippy things to hold the curlers in so i have to do it in sections.

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isn’t this exciting?

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this is what i did all day was get ready and then i probably just cleaned the house and took a nap. actually, that is what i did. not probably.

it was the only rainy day i’ve dealt with in quite some time. so i stayed in, mostly, other than doing laundry.

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wow, the eye-makeup is a big help.

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wow, i was being vain? or was i? yeah, i think so.

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a sheepish look. sometimes i have that bill cosby smirk. like the jello pudding pops.

well, folks. i’m as over this as you are. time to end it now. vanity post, OUT!