i am one of these people (whoever they are? have you met one?) who needs to live a small life because i take in so much. i observe to a degree that is overwhelming to me. it takes me a long time to process things. i am an INTROVERT!
it’s a fact. it’s actual. everything is satisfactual.
why do i have insomnia? sadfasche
i can’t believe that barenaked ladies came out with chickety china, like, twenty years ago! okay maybe not twenty but it’s been a long time. my daughter is hearing it for the first time now… but it came out when my son was the same age as she is now.
she is further back from the camera than i, which makes her seem that much tinier than i am…. she is, however, much tinier, in any case… such is life. i can live with it, for now. might do something about it soon, tho.
we had way too much going on and we burned TWO sheets full of cookies. sad. but you just keep calm and carry on, as they say. RIGHT? what else can you do? go cry in a corner and say “I HATE making cookies”
so, what have i learned from this visit?
well, i guess one thing i have learned is maybe to loosen up a little and let things go a little and be determined to have fun and focus more on the fun and less on the worrying so much.
tomorrow is a special day or maybe it’s just another day like any other. maybe it’s what you choose for it to be.
i’m enjoying the fact that it’s my ‘friday’ but i have split days off this week. that’s okay, tho. tomorrow will be a full day and then i work one day and am off again and THAT will be my ME-day. yay!!!!
i won’t wear this sweater today because it makes me feel fat.
and i’m not gonna lie, i’m in the worst shape of my life.
almost forty and feelin’ it.
since i have a car, now, i get way less REGULAR exercise and i really haven’t been working out regularly for months.
BUT things will definitely be improving now that i’m no longer working in the kitchen.
THAT is a killer. for the past year, tasting things every day being part of the JOB, day after day of tasting things like potato salad, egg salad, tuna salad, bacon (hey, quality control)
plus my biscuits and gravy tour of the past trimester hasn’t helped.
it had to be said.
but things are changing now.
change is a foot. haha.
is there something on the tip of my nose in this pic?
it’s something on the mirror.
that was a haunted hotel, we stayed in. the Bothwell.
tomorrow i am going to get laser hair removal on my chin. in order to do that, you are not allowed to pull out the hairs for one month prior. so i have been having to SHAVE MY CHIN! GROSS!!!!! i hate it! ugh.
five o’clock shadow, highly unpleasant. yes, i have facial hair. it’s part of life.