out standing in her field

this is where the evening took a turn for the worse last night. right after i took these photos. but the karma for that event began months ago.

this sweatshirt is another clothing item which is on it’s way out the door and into the trash heap.
but i don’t think i will get rid of it because it is good for like yoga or the gym.
but not as a fashion piece.
it isn’t very wearable for casual everyday stuff.
it has no stiffness or shape to it.
to flimsy floppy
and those pants are weird. i might end up making them into cutoffs for summer.
they are stiff and have like extra material in places where it gets bunchy and bumpy.

i look scary in that pic.
the sun was in my eyes or something.


I don’t understand your ‘bike’ tag. Do you bike to the places you tag ‘bike’? Is your photographer named Bike? I’m confused. Btw, what happened to your job at Whole Foods? You seemed to enjoy it. Are you still there? The never ending lack of information on this blog is frustrating. ALL personal blogs are frustrating, because they all do the same thing. I’m tired of guessing. It’s like those stupid tag lines on network news programs that tell you to keep tuned so you can find out about an interesting lead story that they advertised all afternoon, but don’t cover until right before the weather.
for some reason, ‘bike’ is a default category on my blog, so if i don’t put any categories… then it’s ‘bike’.
i know it does that and i think it’s funny. blogs are sometimes like an inside joke with oneself. my daughter’s father used to have a cat named Spike but he called the cat “bikey” and for some reason i find it amusing when bike is my category.
my tags and categories are just an amusement to me, as is my blog. even if you were to read my personal IRL journal, it would make no sense. i am not really a linear thinker. once upon a time, back in the first half of my blogging career, i would write about what was going on in my life. i did that until it backfired when trolls or people i knew would read the blog and twist things around and come up with their own conclusions and try to use what i wrote as a weapon against me.
now, i don’t like to reveal much about my personal life because i’m AFRAID that someone i know will see something and take it the wrong way and use it to my detriment somehow.
i appreciate your honesty in sharing your frustration. but remember. i don’t know you and you don’t know me.
so it’s kind of a take what you get take it or leave it sort of thing.
i am currently employed with whole foods as i alluded to when i had that other job interview a few weeks back. since i transferred from the reno store, however, i have not been as happy. it’s just not the same in the sacramento region. there are more stores here and they are smaller and personally, my opinion is that the quality of the food and service suffer. i was in a minority for expressing this opinion and it didn’t make me very popular. so, i am on a medical leave of absence which is confidential and that is why i don’t talk about it. i am very disillusioned and do not wish to return to that place but if i have to, i will.
the best way to learn the most about someone online, if you want to request specific topics of discussion, would probably be to develop a personal relationship via a more private medium such as email…. perhaps.
Thank you for your reply. I understand your reluctance to share personal information, and you are wise to be that way. Honestly, I question why I keep reading personal blogs, but it’s like watching ‘Lost’: I keep watching, thinking I will finally understand what is going on, but I never do.
As for emailing, I no longer email people I met on the Internet. I had a bad experience once.
i like your use of analogies. or is that metaphors? or similes? it’s like when…