i need a new year’s nap
i didn’t get a full night’s sleep so now i am tired and kind of irritable.
it’s always nice to visit san francisco, just because there is something interesting to see everywhere you look.
i want to watch t.v. but since i’m visiting at my mom’s, they have a tendency to want it completely quiet in the house and i can’t stand that!!!!!
too boring. anxiety provoking.
i feel so restless and constrained living around other people. i just want to live alone.
i mean, yeah, i’m just visiting for a couple of days, but; in general, i want to live by myself.
around the holidays, maybe it becomes really obvious how hard it is to be in the living space of other people. everyone has ideas about how life should be and how things should be and how everyone should act and it’s stifling. it’s immobilizing.
disappointed to have expectations be left unmet.
makes you realize why we all have become sort of isolated in our own little worlds, in this society.
too much sociality is too much. but of course, i am an introvert. i realize that my point of view is not ‘the norm’
i really like to have the television on as often as possible. i have become one of those people, i guess.
i am bored of everything, i think.
i’ve been reading articles on the internet about how facebook is the devil and is ruining society.
i think it might be true.
my little olive owl had a fun new year’s eve. yay for her.
something big is really gonna have to happen in my life because i really feel STUCK.
at a standstill.
i’m just tired. i don’t know. tired of trying.
even being on vacation isn’t helping me be happier or feel better.
going fun places, being with family. nope. all fleeting and temporary and quickly turning into nothing that great.
but keep a positive attitude at all times, that’s all anyone can say.
be positive. be positive.
nice background, hm?
yeah. right.
well, i’ll blog again sometime within the next few days. i’m sure you CAN’T WAIT!!!
I see your New Year’s resolution is to complain more.