‘i wish i wish with all my heart to fly with dragons in a land apart’
i am doing some laundry this morning and have to leave for work within forty minutes. trying not to be obsessed with romance.
need to focus on real life.
real life is not as heart-wrenching as romantic obsession but it is more interesting to focus on romantic daydreams while in the midst of the everyday stuff i have to force myself to tolerate.
i’ve been reading manslations. it’s a good blog. but it’s an ‘over’ blog, now.
so, you know… you feel like you’ve had the best time humanly possible with someone (and feel like even better times are probable in the future with this person) but today and tomorrow and the next day you work and they live out of town and who knows if it’s all just going to fade away and disappear into the ethereal realm of memory?
i just about can’t stand it!
Wish I could focus my whole being on being a dragon!