precarious perspective

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a strongly scented gardenia.
somehow i lost it at the park.
someone must have snatched it up when i dropped it?

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this is my bedtime snack.
well before-bedtime-blogging snack, that is.
i wish now that i’d've purchased the dill pickle sunflower seeds because these aren’t spicy. they don’t really taste like much more than salt.

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i only had one day off after having worked seven days straight. i am working a closing shift tomorrow. then off sunday. such a crazy schedule. srsly. pretty soon you just grow to accept that this is where you spend most of your time. at work. and you just go with it.

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another local rooster. there are never any hens. someone must take them somewhere. i haven’t researched it. i’m sure i could.

this one is like a little ragdoll. so cute.

ragamuffin rooster.

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this is a great sign to see at the park.

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i did not write this. it was just there.

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hmmmm.

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my daughter painted this.

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another concoction.

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went to the river yesterday on my day off.

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ew my hand is all veiny.
i have man-hands. i’ve accepted it.

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kickin’ it old school.

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sean gave me this. his father gave it to his mother back in the day.
i was so touched but i didn’t let him see me cry. i hid my face in the closet.

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work’s been going well.
i’ve been having good days, just being productive and keeping busy. mindind my own business but also just being myself.
seems to be working out swimmingly.

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just chillaxin’ as uje.
you know me.
haha, no.
actually, it’s somewhat unlike me. which is why i appreciate being happy SO much.

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made myself this wonderful ham sandwich with all the fixins.
super good.
i hadn’t eaten much but fruit til that point and i was pretty hungry.

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these geese were checkin’ us out. maybe we were on their beach. they were polite enough to let us have it, in the end. they hung nearby.

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Sean gave me this gold watch necklace which also had belonged to his mother and is an antique with a story behind it.
so wonderful!
a treasure.

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well, that’s all folks!

i’m off tomorrow!

all i ever do is work these days.
it’s insantity clause.

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apparently the only way i can get pics off my lame-o phone is like this.
dumb.
my phone can get apps but if you have too many, it will have a meltdown and be all like “oh no! i can’t function!”

it’s weak.

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i took this picture at work so i can remember the schematic of the bier garten. cool times.

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i like this pic.
women are obsessed with their hair.

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is this pic normal sized or small?
i can’t tell when i am in the text version of my post and switching over the visual is annoying. i’m mentally lazy?
something.

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i seriously don’t know what i’ve posted where anymore. what with facebook, twitter, instagram, my blog… the list goes on and on. godlike productions! lol. jk. a technology vortex!

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my body looks weird in this pic.
i stole that shirt from my sister’s yard sale.
her blog’s all recently re-vamped. it looks prty kewl.

so, like, sunflares N shit

idk.

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dude, i found these pills that are like a fiber pill but doctor oz recommended. anyway, they make me lose my appetite while i am at work. it is awesome because it really works. i look at food and don’t feel that humiliating drive to eat it at whatever cost. i am not hungry. thanks anyway!!!

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but i do still actually get hungry after a while but then i get full really fast. like, appropriately fast. whereas before, i just never felt like eating wasn’t an option, now i can take it or leave it and that is miraculous.

that’s all i’m saying.

a WEEK since i blogged!

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i literally don’t have time to blog, which is why i have not blogged.
it isn’t because i don’t care, because i do!!!!

why does my hair get all frizzy like this when i curl it?
annoying.
i’m trying to see if it’s gotten any lighter since i dyed it or what color it is, exactly, because i really can’t tell.

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finally, we’ve been able to start using the pool at my apartments.

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i wear those shorts because i don’t have time to groom my bikini line. hahahahaha that is a funny phrase.

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oh well, whatever, nevermind.

you know how sometimes someone gives you advice and you know it’s good advice but something in you says, “too bad, i’m gonna do what i want, instead of what makes most sense”
?

well, i don’t know what else i have to say about that.
it’s just weird.

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this pool needs like copper sunshines and cool stuff on the walls. it’s like you’re in jail. but it’s fun. you feel like fewer pervs can stare at you this way. but whatever. people love to watch other people. that will probably never change.

i should offer to paint cool murals of mermaids and dolphins on the wall.

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my toenails look like liquid hot magma.
it’s fluorescent orange topped with crimson crackle coat.

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this picture is brought to you by perrier water and cheezits.

i look hella buff in this pic.
my body looks really good from some angles. others, not so much.

you win some, you lose some.

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tomorrow my work ponytail will be perfect. today it was just out of control too curly at work. i don’t think anyone told me they liked it. someone told me it was too curly.

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time to trim my bangs.
i’m watching Lonesome Dove right now. I’ve never watched it before. I like it. it’s like Deadwood before Deadwood.

who’d'a thunk it?

omg, i’m gonna be forty in like two weeks! panic suffocation midlife crisis alert!

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evil breakfast i made for sean. ham and cheese omelet and fried potatoes. totally unhealthy. from now on, it’s smoothies and kale all the way! also i really need to just throw that pan in the dumpster.

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throwing a load in the dryer before heading to the pool.

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silky slippers.

house shoes as my grammie probably called them.

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alright folks, i think we’re good here. now time to read my conspiracy theory stories and whatever else.